Whilst I was in Petrozavodsk, I volunteered as a teaching assistant in English classes here at the Initiative. I think I learned, through trying to teach Russian children and adults about my native tongue, that English is just as complex as Russian, particularly when getting to advanced levels. This somehow gave me hope – if people can learn a language as complex as English, that is so dramatically different from their own (did you know English has TWELVE tenses?!), then I could learn theirs. People here are also exceptionally friendly (yes, believe it or not, Russian people are friendly!) and very patient, willing to listen, and to help me when I didn’t understand how or why I needed to do something. This, I think, is one of the main benefits of the immersion offered here in Petrozavodsk (but more on this later).
I also had a tandem language learning partner – Lilia – who wanted to learn to speak better English. We spoke for half of our meeting time in Russian, and half in English, and we kept a diary (or, more often, I forgot to keep the diary and Lilia told me off) about what we spoke about in our different meetings – hers in English, mine in Russian. This method of learning was very strange to me at first, but it turned out to be an excellent way for me to get comfortable speaking and making mistakes with a friend where I would not be judged. However, after about a month and a half I got very, very tired of learning Russian and constantly having to think before I said even the simplest sentence. My brain was hitting a wall, where I knew what I had to say but it wasn’t automatic, where I was understanding people but sometimes they still spoke too fast or to complexly. The immersion was getting to me, and I really felt homesick for one of the first times in my life (and I’ve lived in a lot of different countries). I missed the comfort of speaking and writing without difficulty – I was getting tired of feeling like I was never, ever going to learn this incredibly complex language. However…
From then on, I began to speak 50/50 Russian/English, then 60/40, then 70/30. By the end of my stay in Russia, unless I was helping friends to practice their English, I was speaking entirely in Russian. Had you told me that at the beginning of the course I would have the confidence, the vocabulary, and the ability to speak a totally different language within three months, I would never have believed you. I never felt that I had a brain for languages, or the skills necessary to learn how to converse in a different tongue. After my time at EnjoyRussian language school and the immersion in Petrozavodsk, I feel that now I can confidently say – “I speak Russian”.